I am following my intuition once and for all.
This little voice is something I need to put my complete trust into. If not, well I will be quite simply buggered and know I will end up in a rut if I don't listen to it.
Soooo... This is what it has told me and what I have now decided. I am in fact dropping my French A2 course and instead, completely concentrating on resitting my French AS exam. Once I had come to this conclusion, I felt a weight being lifted off my shoulders. With this, I am able to follow my dreams. I have realised, to speak French I DO NOT need a piece of paper with a grade on. As long as I am able to communicate in French well, then I'll be happy... and this can be done by spending a year in France I believe. I am fed up of going to the lessons and feeling as though it is in fact, killing all my passions, I do not want to be spoon fed words and phrases to use, I would much rather be out there exploring, so much more exciting, don't you think?! France is and always will be my first love. Yet this just isn't right.
What am I doing then you ask? Well, I am having my gap year then I will go to UNIVERSITY but it will be to do something practical and something which allows me to help people... Complementary Therapies. Thinking about this, my heart races and I know it is the right choice.
I just hope people are going to support me in these decisions.
Have a lovely weekend all.
L x
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