I am hating the fact the thought of University and going back to Falmouth has made me feel how I did BEFORE my HK. It's horrible, I so wish I didn't have to go back.
I also wish I wasn't doing such a shamble of a degree at such a shambles of a University, but I have no idea what I want to do so I suppose something is better than nothing.
It all comes round to the fact that I still cannot comprehend how adults, who were once themselves 18 year-olds, expect young people to know what they want to do with their lives, to have a plan, a path set out for themselves. I have no idea, my mind changes so often, I like changing it up no matter how much confusion it lands me in, because if I keep on changing then I don't have to think about one particular path for too long.
I just wish there was one particular thing about me, something which I can do that stood out like a sore thumb... Except the fact I am a people person, there is nothing... I enjoy many things, I am passionate about a variety of my interests and different subjects...
I have no idea where I'm going to be in 10 years time... I just hope to have travelled, to have loved and to have laughed.
Apologies for my whole lot of moaning recently..
L x
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