In all honesty, it is rather lovely living right by the seaside and by "right by" I mean like a 5-10 minutes walk which is awesome as I have spent my whole life up to now living in the county of Derbyshire which is furthest away from sea than any other county... at first there was something quite magical about the sea, a relaxing, calming quality. But now, it just reminds me of being stressed out and upset which is a shame really. I have only been back here for ... well, not even 2 days and I'm ready for home, to be with my family. Some may call me quite immature and a baby... I'm sure, but I'm very much independent and mature, I can just see that what I have got is the most amazing thing in the whole entire world at home. A family who I can be 100% myself with; rude (dirty minded - I get this trait from my gran!!), cheeky, immature, mardy, funny, stupid, giddy, mature, honest and grateful.. and that is something very special... we can argue, dance together, play fight, have deep conversations, it's a wonderful family life, we all have so much respect for each other, we're the best of friends. I am so very lucky.
Now I have 5 weeks left here, and I've been told to make the most of it... I'm going to try..
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