Two months on...

I believe that, this is in fact the longest I have gone without an HK appointment since I started in September ’08! It’s the first time I haven’t thought “well, I didn’t tell her this…or that…I’m going to have to make another appointment…” or “why has this happened?! I have no idea what to do or what I am doing now!!!” This, for me, is rather astonishing. Within the past year, there seemed to always be something niggling away at my head, something pulling at my heart, something frustrating me, something upsetting me, or something confusing me. However, now… I feel as though whatever comes my way I’ll be able to fight it, I feel strong and just generally well, which are both highly powerful things. I really feel as though I miss HK right now, yet I know that there’s no need for it. There are the things that I do myself that my Kinesiologist showed me and they seem to keep me ticking along quite nicely.
To be frank, I have no idea where I’m going with this post but I felt the need to write about this as when I thought about it earlier today, I was overcome with joy and actually felt as though… I feel as though this is an achievement, for me, anyway. To become more dependent on yourself to sort out your own problems is… an incredible way to be and I’m glad that, it took over a year of HK sessions to get this way because, I appreciate it so much now.
Thinking positively is my key now… Instead of going “AH! I have soooo much work to do, there’s no time, I can’t do this!!” I say to myself “Only 5 months of this then you’re free to do as you please!” Wherever there is a negative, you can always find a positive… concentrate on that positive. Why bother thinking the negative when all it will do is make you feel, well… for me, worthless, upset and frustrated.
These 2 months have sped by and I know they will easily turn in to 4, 5, 6, then, 7… 7 months… I’ll be free from school… I’ll be 18. Wow. Yet I do know that for a fact I will book an HK appointment early May before my exams start, it’s exactly what I did last year and… it helped, it really did. It always does.



A few caring people, all taking part
This change in me of which has been like a flying dart.
Spinning and spinning I wasn't able to stop
You then crossed my path and that was the lot.

L x

P.s. Thank you.